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May. 15th, 2006 @ 06:07 pm |.Shit.|
So today was a complete disaster.

It was fun, but a disaster. We got out of 5th and 6th hour, I got to have A lunch, we did the play for the middle school. I mean...it was fun...but whatever.

We did horribly. We covered alright with some things, but there were parts that I couldnt stop laughing at backstage while they were trying to cover.

So, I mean, we did alright for our first performance and being so utterly unprepared. We covered hilariously.

That whole problem was afterward. Sarah made some comments as we were talking to the little kids about acting and such and answering their questions. Her comments were completely unappropriate and unprofessional. She told all these little kids about how we're all naked backstage and that when she helped Kayla get into her dress onstage behind one of the walls that she was naked. Um, first off, you dont talk about that kinda stuff in front of little kids. Especially when the teachers were right there. Second, none of us were naked at any time. We all have "under garments" on. Yes, at one point in the DRESSING ROOM that I had BY MYSELF, I took off my bra to put on a different one. So I was top naked for a millisecond, but thats still not something you talk about in front of them. It was so inappropriate.

Next, Jessica and I get on the bus to go home and this girl named Cassandra was talking to her friends right in the seat next to us. And some middle schooler said that he thought one of the cast members was cute. Well, Cassandra looks RIGHT at Jessica and I and goes "No, that entire class is full of nasty people. People like Maria, Emily, and Jessica. They're all just nasty." She said something mean about everyone in the entire class, but was looking RIGHT at us while she was telling Jessica and I how "nasty" we are. Oh yeah, we're really bad. She doesnt shower, she's annorexic, she sleeps with every guy she meets, and she has genital warts. And we're soo nasty.

Right.

Im so tired of rude people. It's so much better for people to think you're a fool than to open your mouth and prove them all right.

I can not wait until this is over...

My entire life...
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May. 14th, 2006 @ 09:26 pm |.How to save a life.|
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: The Fray-She is
I havent really updated anything lately. It seems that everytime I try to write an entry, I stare at the blank page and nothing comes out. I used to be so good at speaking my mind and telling this stupid diary my thoughts and feelings.

Lately...

Nothing.

I cant even talk to my friends about anything. I used to be able to talk. I used to.

Used.

I hate that word. Its like Polish and polish. Could be used at "used" as in: I" love to get used and abused." Or it could be used as: "We used to talk all the time."

I also just noticed that "used" is right in the word "abused"...so is that why it means almost the same thing?

Rambling, me loves it.

I dont know, I think once this school year is over I'll be so much better off.

It used to be just the opposite. Every day when I'd come home, I'd cry all night or something because I HATED be home. Now, Im all happy until I walk through the doors of my school and it hits me automatically.

I cant wait until the end of it. When Im finally free of the grasps of Hale's unsatiable standards.

Ugh.

OH! The play is tomorrow. Im so nervous. I know my part like no other, but everyone else doesnt know their lines or anything. Im so scared for them, but I play a dumb character so if all fails, I can just do something really stupid.

Everyone on this play has been fighting like cats and dogs. It gets so annoying, but what am I to do?

*breath, breath, breath*

Don't hyperventilate.
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May. 13th, 2006 @ 03:22 pm |.Touch.|
Current Location: My bedroom
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: Eminem
I get so tired of people pushing at me. Anytime that I even remotely look like Im pissed off, people jump on that chance to pry into my life. If I wanted to talk to you...I would have come to you.
It's like Jacqueline...anytime Im upset she relentlessly asks if I'm okay.
"Are you okay? What's wrong? Are you okay?"
Well, no, I'm not okay, but that doesn't mean that I want you in my face and business.
When I'm upset

Leave me alone!

I haven't been having the greatest couple of days, but I'll get over it. We have 8 days left of school and I'm so looking forward to it. I love school. Love it.
But I cant deal with what it's dishing out anymore.

Can't deal

I've been looking for a job and I've sent out applications...but it seems like no one's hiring. I think Im gonna get a job at TSC. Jessika says she's applying and I figured that I'd apply, too. If they hire her, they'll hire me and then maybe I could have a friend at least.

I dunno.
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Apr. 24th, 2006 @ 06:45 am |.To/From.|
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: crankycranky
Current Music: Holiday Inn
I never wrote an entry in here...
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